New Obsession

Bleach.


An Anime about a 15 year old boy who became Death (aka Grimm Reaper). And even though at first he didn't even want the powers, he soon realizes that he can actually help people and himself as well. But during his days of banishing evil spirits (aka Shapeless), his mentor (aka ex-Death, Rukia) found out that some of his amazing powers were actually transfered onto his friends as well. And that gave them amazing powers where they used to fight shapeless as well.

All and all, really can't wait to see the next episode. Bad thing is, I CAN'T FIND THE REST OF THE EPISODES THAT I BURNED!!!!! ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Frust....

The Day

Well, somehow all things must come to an end sooner or later. And today's no acception. Today, my fiance is going back to Kuching. Kinda hate it when she has to go back. But, she has to go to work tomorrow anyway. Just really miss her when she's in Kuching and I'm still stuck here in Mukah. Really can't wait to continue my studies and get transfered to Kuching. Been so long already. Miss my family, Friends and Especially her. Home... The best place to be.

Tuesday!!!

Its a working day!!! And it's Tuesday! wished I could stayed in bed a little longer though. Nothing much to do at work today. Can't wait to get home. hmm...

My Baby

Referring to my car, my 2004 1.3 Proton Saga Aeroback, I've had it since the model 1st came out. which was 2004. At that time, the down payment was cheap and we (me and my sister) needed a car bad. That time, we were both working in KL and were both doing sales. Knowing KL, to do sales and go around, you need a car.

It's been 3 years now. And I still have it. It's what gets me around. But looking at it now, I really pity it so much. It's taken so much beating ever since I started working in Mukah. All the trip in and out of Mukah. The way I drive just doesn't make it any better at all. Been meaning to sell it for some time now. But as it turns out, cars nowadays, has just dropped in value so much than what it was a long time ago. So, I'm thinking that since I can't sell it with a good price, I might as well Fix it up and maybe modify it and just keep it till I'm old.

The plan has been embedded in my head for sometime now. Only issue I had back then was the Money. Still have it now though. But since now my job is more secure, I though to myself "Why Not?". So the plan has begun and the wheels are spinning. Maybe won't start today, maybe won't start tomorrow. But what I know is that It's happening before this year ends. starting with the body. Wish me luck Baby.

Sticky Icky

Stickers, stickers, stickers today and yesterday had to be the day where I’ve cut and stick the most stickers in my whole life. It’s more like 120+ stickers this week. That’s kind of tiring. But somehow it’s kind of our bad as well. So, can’t complain there though. Wished there’s an easier way to do this. Good thing today we’ll settle it all. Hopefully...

All About Her

You’ve been in my dreams ever since the 1^st time I saw your picture. The way you smile, the way you look, the way you are. You’re just who you are. When I met you at your place, you blew me away and I was somehow hooked on you. I don’t know why. I can’t control it. But you were her. Some people would refer to it as ‘The One’. But I’d rather say My Future Wife.

My heart was set, but only time could tell. Back then, we were only just friends. Somehow lost each other for years. 4 to be exact. Couldn’t get you off my mind. You were there always. Always wanted to know you better. More than friends. More than what we had before. But you disappeared. You had your own life. You weren’t with me. I was at a lost.

I kept looking. Asking around. Where were you? Did you run away from me? Did I do something wrong? I don’t know.

I kept asking around. Friends, family, anyone. No one knew where you were.

But lady luck and god gave me a chance. A friend knew where you were. I was happy even though I was down. I got your number. I called you. It’s been a while since I’ve heard your voice. But it was you. I found you. After 4 years gone. Decided to start everything fresh with you.

I was home. You were home. We made plans. Movies, drinks, parties, dinners. It was slow. But I wanted to make sure it was steady. I didn’t want to make mistakes. I didn’t want to lose you again. But you didn’t know. We were friends. We were together. I kept it as it was.

It’s been 2 months we hung out. I let you know.

You were shocked. Unexpected. You didn’t know that it was leading to that. But you took a chance. You gave ME a chance. I gave my best. I was clumsy. But you accepted. You took what I had to give. Me.

It’s been a month. I got an offer. I got a job. Far away from you. We had dinner. With friends. A farewell dinner. For me.

After dinner, we hung out. With friends. Your friends and mine. It was late. You had work tomorrow. You were tired, sleepy. You sat in the car. Feeling sleepy. I decided to keep you company in the car. It was a time for me to get close to you. You were in front. I was at the back. I was leaning on your headrest. I was close to you. I wanted to just kiss you. But I pulled back. No. I would be doing more harm than good. I let you take your nap while I kept my eyes on you. It was time. You and your friends were heading home. I was missing you. I was heading home too.

You called me when you got home. You apologized about the silent night. You explained that you were feeling tired. I was glad. Glad that you were home. Glad that you do care about me. I was happy. Even though I couldn’t sleep.

It’s been 2 days since I’ve been away. We kept in touch. I called you. You called me too. Was really missing you. We were neutral. But that night, you made me the happiest man on earth. You accepted me. I was yours from then on. I vowed to myself that I would never lie to you, ever.

I was back home. I wasn’t staying far across the sea, I was on the same island. I could be with you. I could see you. Spend time with you. But I was leaving in a few days. To where I am still now.

1 year from then. You family knew me. My family knew you. Your parents wanted to meet mine. I was scared. You convinced me it was okay. I was okay. We went for dinner. It was parent talk. And we decide. Somehow, it went smoothly. It was set. Both families agreed.

5 months later. It was time. The date we set. Everything was set. We were getting engaged. Everyone was there. Your family and mine.

You were late. I was worried. But you came just in time. You were beautiful. I was happy. We were ready. Everyone was ready. It started. Smiles, laughter, speeches, explanations. It was a lot to put in. But what really mattered was when you slid the ring onto my finger and I slid your ring into yours. It was done. I was yours. You were mine. You were beautiful.

It’s been 5 months now. So many has happened. But we couldn’t spend as much time as we would want to. It was my mistake. I ran out of annual leaves in the earlier half of the year. But you came here. We spend the times we had together. It was a lot to me. Even though it didn’t end well. I was with you.

It’s nearly that time again. You’re coming here. I can be with you. I can spend time with you. I miss you. And you are the love of my life.

You hold me together

Family day

Last weekend, my parents came to visit me here in Mukah. It was really nice since its been a while since I came back to Kuching. Kinda miss home and everyone there. My parents came on saturday night which was kinda late since it was a 2 day visit. Kinda made the 1st day the traveling day. As soon as they arrived here, straight away we went for dinner at my fav cafe in

Mukah which was AH SOON CAFE. Was kinda nice talking with my parents face to face. Kinda

made me miss my Fiance, Sister and Grandma in Kuching as well. Anyway, after dinner, we

went straight home since my mom was really tired from the trip. At home, after putting away all the stuff that they brought here, straight away my parents went to bed. Kinda reminds me of

home.

The next day, my dad wanted to go to Dalat, which was kinda like a part of Mukah. So, after church that mornin, we straight away went for our trip, bringing along 2 of my colegues who went to church togather with us.

First of, we went by Oya, which was a small village along the way to Dalat. Then we went on to Igan, which we thought was not far, but actually was 22KM from Oya. Kinda far, for me since I was driving. When we reached Igan, We were kinda shocked cause there were nothing much there. Kinda remind me of Oya. Somehow was kinda lost as to where Matu and Daro were from Igan. But we found a signboard that said Matu 44KM and Daro was alot further. My dad wanted to go for it. So, we did. But to our shock, we had to use Ferry to get to Matu and Daro. So, we decided to scrap that plan and get to Dalat instead.

On our way back, we ran accross alot of cows Chillin alongside the road from Igan. It was kinda cool to see cause there were also seagulls that were hanging round the cows and my dad said that they were eating off the cow's lices. Gross, cool and nice were the expressions that came to mind when my dad said that. SO, it was back to Oya and on to Dalat. On the way back, we stopped by Igan Bridge to take some pictures before it was off to Dalat again. Along the way, we ran into a boy riding a bicycle that was modified to look like an American Chopper. It was real cool! Too bad we didn't get to take pictures of it though. Along the road to Dalat, we saw quite a few of real big houses where we assumed belonged to businessmen in Dalat. Can imagine more than hundreds of people come at the same time to visit for chinese new year not having any problems with sitting areas. After feasting our eyes on those huge houses, we reached Dalat General Hospital which was really clean n pretty.... until we reached the other end. A pair of billboards that was put up at the end was destroyed. God knows what happened. but those things looked like it was stepped on by a giant. Totally flattened.

After passing the Hospital, we finally arrived at Dalat which was a small fisherman town about 32KM from Mukah (Estimated). Its quite a small town but nice and calm. Its a great place to shop for fresh fish and other sorts of seafood other than Mukah. Even saw them selling small shark like fishes. Beside the wet market, was the river. Wondered if they just fished at the river and just sell the fish straight away. Even saw some guys racing around on speedboats. And since it was Sunday, there were also the Sunday market where they were selling all sorts of stuff. Kinda reminded me of a smaller version of Petaling Street in KL. One stall especially caught my eyes cause they were selling real cool watches and pouches. Other stalls were more into foods and biscuits made in Dalat. After going around and buying foods and vegetables my mom was getting hungry. So, we decided to look for a place to eat. After going around to nearly every cafes and restaurants, we found only one that was open and still were selling. Others were already closed. So, we went ahead and ordered and took our seats. For me, I still couldn't get myself used to the fact that shops in Mukah and Dalat closes real early everyday. And on sundays, some even closes in the afternoon! Real early if you ask me. After lunch, we decided to head on back to Mukah and get something from the market there and my mom wanted to order some Umai (sushi made in Mukah) to bring home. She even bought some local tidbits and belacan. I guess small places has their specialty in some way. So after all the shopping, we went back home to get some well deserved rest. By then it was already 3pm and half the stores in Mukah were closed.

My parents were going back the next day and I had to go to work. Kinda nice having them around, even though its just for 2 days. Wished my fiance were there with me too. Miss u Lots dear. Can't wait for you to come here.